8/27/2004 11:02:00 AM

heLLo..... today was a stay home saturday... hahaha... made dear dear come my hse... hee... think he felt very sianz.... coz come my hse nothing to do oso... hmm.. but he onli come like once in a blue blue moon... hee.... den after dat went to watch bourne supremacy.... quite a nice show... hee... hmmm... den yesterday slept very late... finally i told him clearly dat it was impossible between us... n he understand it completely... hhaha... was so glad... we can still be good frenz... hee... so i was feeling quite happy today... but dunno y dear dear seems very troubled like dat.... i tot he was tired... but he say he's not... i oso dunno wat he thinking abt... guess he will tell me when he think finish... alrite... gotta catch some slp.... enjoy ur wkend guys =)

8/27/2004 09:53:00 AM

yea... a friday today!!! so happy... love fridays lor... short day... n i always get to go out... hee... so cool.... went ktv wif june n marc in the afternoon...kinda fun coz onli 3 of us n we sing for 5 hrs!!! hahah gone crazy.... voice oso gone... hee... but it juz feels great!!! den after dat meet harn liang n ben for dinner at je... n as usual we crap alot... hahaha end up got nothing to do so i'm home now! hee.... love my frenz....=)
though i'm happy today... i keep getting this weird feeling... is it becoz of him? i dunno.... he's juz too persistent dat make me kinda touched.... he's realli very nice to me... but i wun like him... like quite bad to him... feeling guilty kind... haiz.... how can i tell him to give up????

8/26/2004 07:30:00 AM

finally its thursday today!!!!!! so glad dat the wk has passed.... haiz... tml short day... feel like going out... but dunno wanna go where n wanna do wat... i juz feel like going out!!! i need to relax..... ahhhh!!!!! stressful uni life... n who the hell say dat uni can slack???? actually can lah... coz nobody cares how u going to fare... tutors dun care too.... haiz..... i'm getting very very sick of being so depressed... i tot i was finally over this period after my a's.... but now... haiz.... life realli sux.......=(
though i've been interacting wif my classmates more often now.... but i still feel very sian of sch.... my classmates r nice lor... but i juz feel so sian to see them... i dunno y......

8/25/2004 08:58:00 AM

AHHHHHH!!!!!!! i hate doing tut.... it always make me feel so stupid... feel so stressed...... i hate it... i'm juz so stupid... cant even do tut on my own... need pple's help.... stupid me... i hate this feeling!!!!!! hmmm luckily i still get to see dear dear today coz he got nights off.... so went to eat dinner wif him lor.... at least it made me feel better to see him.... hee... the onli happy thing today lor... haiz... gotta go try my tut n study again le... byez...

8/24/2004 12:02:00 AM

yoyoyo... i came to update again.... still in sch now... got 3 hrs of break since 1030... dumb econs lecturer.... so stupid... supposed to haf onli 2 hr of break... den becoz of the way he teach den end up got 3 hrs... but this is the dumbest lect i haf ever been lor... shld haf juz left the lect man.... but i'm juz being nice n gif him face lor... haiz... lecturer sux... hahaha.... anyway dunno y my tummy feels kinda weird... sharp pain suddenly but dun feel like going toilet at all... maybe its cramps... but my cramps r not like dat de... dunno y oso lah... hahah juz wait for the next few days den see how lor... hee... hmmm... nothing much to update... ehhz... but den there's this guy in my class who keeps smsing me these few days... dunno whether he got any motives... but den i hope i;m not giving him any wrong signals... hhahaah... get wat i mean?? juz crap... alright i'm going for lab soon...

8/23/2004 02:55:00 AM

ohh... backed again... boring day... now still in sch library.... this library damn quiet... cant stand it... like all my typing sound onli... hahaha.... ehhz... juz had a small computing test... quite easy lah... but i cheat... ask the teacher 1... hahaha.... cool rite?? but hafta complete within 20 min... so fast rite?? scary... hahah... sianz... later still got 1 more lect den end of sch!!!! ahahha.... happy... but still got long wk ahead... so sianz..... haiz.... boring......

8/22/2004 09:32:00 AM

haiz..... boring sunday.... feeling so uncomfortable now.... haiz.... juz feel dat its a bad day for me....haiz... dunno wat to update.... hate sun nitez.... n i hate mon.... i juz hate everyday.... wats wrong wif me... i oso dunno... life juz sucks.....